Thoughts from leiching!

L!fe !s dramat!c.
you won't know what will happen next...
n there are ups n downs...
within this two months, since i study at perlis...
many things happened...
they happened all of a sudden!
they happened unpredictably!
that's why i wrote "L!fe !s unPred!ctable!!" in my msn...

my life changed quite a lot due to those things indirectly.
happy, excited, sad...what kind of feeling also got!
at the same time, i learnt a lot!
i was taught!
i was blamed!

sometimes i don't know whether i can stand this or not?
may be i rather stay in the past...
in my secondary school life...
it's much more better i think!
or may be i hope that the time can reverse...

unfortunately...
there is no take two in life!
you are not given the second chance!
so you must take every action, decision, even speaking carefully...
after "processing" in mind...

i found that i really bad n weak in communication..
i don't really know how to communicate!
it's a hard skill to learn!
may be that's why i always keep quiet most of the time...

i have a lot of questions in my mind...
should i ask???
haiz~
i really don't know much about myself...
really!!
i don't know who am i?
i don't know what kind of feeling i give to others?
i don't know what kind of impression you got since you first look at me...
know me...

am i a bad girl?
am i a weird girl?
am i a strange girl?
am i a .......

i don't know lar >w<||| sorry lar... wrote this kind of weird things in the class blog =.=||| so makirai just cancel whatever u think nonsense then post it lar... thank you very much~ ^^" ** daniel... as u wish i post already... so when is your turn? ** makirai... thanks a lot for delivering the shirt for me^^" it's a nice shirt... but seem very long... hope to read others post in the coming days~

** all the best **
*** take care ***


yours truly,
le!ch!ng_koori kaze